Hello everybody. How I'm
gonna start this? Err okay
, actually now I really
need some motivation and supports for bringing back 'myself'.
I think I have totally changed.
Urm it is not just for physically,
yeah I know I look fat and ugly right now
-,-, but it is more to my attitude
, my feelings, and how I control them.. yeah, its changing..ALOT
. The worst part is I feel embarrased with myself
. I have a very very very low self esteem right now
. Err its not due to the hormones,
or estrogen or whatsoever, it's because of my mental, how
I think of myself. And for sure
, I have lost my self confidence
. totally. How I get rid of this thing? Only God knows how
struggling I am to avoid this feels.
One thing for sure, I will try my best to
figure out whats wrong and
overcomes my weakness. Insya Allah.
sayangs. . .
♥ I wishes you to have all the good things in life
. May Allah bless all days of yours and our relationship
. I pray for our long lasting
relationship and friendship
forever and after. ♥
oh goshhhh, I feel like wanna cry alot
. I want to release all these feelings.
The happiness and whatsoever
miserable feelings is mixed up.
So what should we called this feels actually
? Ah just let it be.
And I just can pray for the best. Amin.
From now on, I just have to follow the flow. No cries and no lies.
I am not that weak actually, hey girl please find your soul.
Be brave to face all your obstacles alone. From now on
, I should be independent
. I should stand by my own.
I wish you were here.
I need you. ALWAYS.
Till then, I just can say I will pretend that
you always here besides me
. You always be at my side right?
Because you're always here ; in my HEART.
If you're here, I swear I won't let you to go
. I won't let you to leave me here
. Alone without you.
I am sorry. Sometimes I can't stand my
feelings for a long time.
I just wish that you will be here very very soon.
I love you so much,
Sometimes I wondering ;
do you missed me like I do?
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